An average New York house on a side street in winter is a dark affair; daylight comes reluctantly and late into the city; the south side of a street catches the first winter sun rays when there are any; the north side remains shadowy and chilly.

Cleland Senior’s old-fashioned house stood on the north side of 80th Street; and on the last morning of Cleland Junior’s Christmas vacation, while the first bars of sunshine fell across the brown stone façades on the opposite side of the street, the Clelands’ breakfast room still remained dim, bathed in the silvery gray dusk of morning.

The Restless Sex — Part 8

Father and son had finished breakfast, but Cleland Senior, whose other names were John and William, had not yet lighted the cigar which he held between thumb and forefinger and contemplated in portentous silence. Nor had he opened the morning paper to read paragraphs of interest to Cleland Junior, comment upon them, and encourage discussion, as was his wont when his son happened to be home from school.

The Restless Sex — Part 8

The house was one of those twenty-foot brown stone houses—architecturally featureless—which was all there was to New York architecture fifty years ago.

The Restless Sex — Part 8

But John William Cleland’s dead wife had managed to make a gem of the interior, and the breakfast room on the second floor front, once his wife’s bedroom, was charming with its lovely early American furniture and silver, and its mellow, old-time prints in colour.

Cleland Junior continued to look rather soberly at the familiar pictures, now, as he sat in silence opposite his father, his heart of a boy oppressed by the approaching parting.

"So you think you’ll make writing a profession, Jim?" repeated John Cleland, not removing his eyes from the cigar he was turning over and over.

"All right. Then a general education is the thing, and Harvard the place—unless you prefer another university."

"The fellows are going to Harvard—most of them," said the boy.

"A boy usually desires to go where his school friends go.... It’s all right, Jim."

Cleland Junior’s fresh, smooth face of a school boy had been slowly growing more and more solemn. Sometimes he looked at the prints on the wall; sometimes he glanced across the table at his father, who still sat absently turning over and over the unlighted cigar between his fingers. The approaching separation was weighing on them both. That, and the empty third chair by the bay window, inclined them to caution in speech, lest memory strike them suddenly, deep and unawares, and their voices betray their men’s hearts to each other—which is not an inclination between men.