"It will not do to say that we cannot help what is wrong, Ellen. What is the reason that you have bad feelings towards your aunt?"

"But how happens that, Ellen? I am afraid you don't like her."

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"No, Ma’am, I don't to be sure; how can I?"

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"Oh, I can't, Ma’am! I wish I could. But, oh! Ma’am, I should have liked her — I might have liked her, if she had been kind, but she never has. Even that first night I came she never kissed me nor said she was glad to see me."

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"That was failing in kindness, certainly, but is she unkind to you, Ellen?"

"Oh, yes, Ma’am, indeed she is. She talks to me, and talks to me, in a way that almost drives me out of my wits; and to-day she even struck me! She has no right to do it," said Ellen, firing with passion; "she has no _right_ to! and she has no right to talk as she does about Mamma. She did it to-day, and she has done it before. I can't bear it! and I can't bear _her!_ I can't _bear_ her!"

"Hush, hush," said Alice, drawing the excited child to her arms, for Ellen had risen from her seat — "you must not talk so, Ellen; you are not feeling right now."

"No, Ma’am, I am not," said Ellen, coldly and sadly. She sat a moment, and then turning to her companion, put both arms round her neck, and hid her face on her shoulder again; and, without raising it, she gave her the history of the morning.

"What has brought about this dreadful state of things?" said Alice, after a few minutes. "Whose fault is it, Ellen?"

"I think it is Aunt Fortune's fault," said Ellen, raising her head; "I don't think it is mine. If she had behaved well to me, I should have behaved well to her. I meant to, I am sure."

"Do you mean to say you do not think you have been in fault at all in the matter?"

"No, Ma’am, I do not mean to say that. I have been very much in fault, very often — I know that. I get very angry and vexed, and sometimes I say nothing, but sometimes I get out of all patience and say things I ought not. I did so to-day; but it is so very hard to keep still when I am in such a passion, and now I have got to feel so towards Aunt Fortune that I don't like the sight of her; I hate the very look of her bonnet hanging up on the wall. I know it isn't right; and it makes me miserable; and I can't help it, for I grow worse and worse every day — and what shall I do?"