"Do hurry, Cosima, Fidi detests me and wishes to get away."
"No indeed, he loves you very much," cried the bather, "hold him tight."
So I hold him tight, but he has incredible strength and a persevering will. The struggle is painful and long ... finally, when they come to my aid, it becomes evident, too late, that the baby had serious reasons for his determination to get down.
This morning, Richard Wagner received a letter from the celebrated Pasdeloup....
It will be remembered, perhaps, that at this time, Pasdeloup had been director of the Theatre Lyrique for rather more than a year. He had, as a matter of course, produced at his theatre, first of all, one of Wagner's operas, and as he intended to play them all in succession he had begun with _Rienzi_, the first as to date. The work had been brilliantly mounted and well received, and the tenor, Monjauze, really remarkable in the rôle of the Tribune, had had a very decided success.
In his letter of to-day, Pasdeloup wrote that _Rienzi_ was to be given again at the re-opening of the theatre, but without Monjauze, who had unfortunately broken his arm.
They begrudged Monjauze and regretted exceedingly that it was necessary to replace him, for he alone, in that work, was equal to his part. Pasdeloup did not say who would take his place.
It was on the occasion of that first representation of _Rienzi_ at Paris, that, urged by Pasdeloup, I had written again to Wagner,--after the sending of the famous articles which had brought me the beautiful response from the Master, in which he explained to me certain scenes from the _Meistersinger_--I wrote this time, to ask if he would not like to come to Paris to stage and direct this work. He replied to me with a second letter, equally beautiful and very dignified, intended for publication and which appeared in _La Liberté_.
"Now that I know your writing," said I to Cosima, "I realise that the letter was by your own hand."
"That is true, Wagner wrote it first in German. I translated it into French, then we re-read it and corrected it together, and finally I copied it again."
"How wrong of us to have given you all that trouble! Pasdeloup was over-confident. If I had known about this retreat of Tribschen, how sacrilegious would have seemed to me the idea of asking the Master to leave it in order to please a Theatre Director!"