But the christian is best acquainted with himself; studies the most narrowly his own conduct, and life; he judges indeed, with deep humility, of the manifestation of divine power in his behalf, sincerely conscious of his undeservings; still he can truly bear witness that in his own case, his own experience also, the works of the Lord have been great. Though still far, in spirit and in character, from what he ought to be and would be; he finds himself continually gaining the mastery over his evil affections and habits, and drawing nearer to God; perpetually advancing in holiness, as in knowledge; more “hungering and thirsting after righteousness, and more filled;” taking more delight in spiritual ordinances, and shewing the fruit of them in his life and conversation. And when he considers his own sinful nature, and the powerful enemies opposed to him, he cannot but ascribe this change in his heart, this improvement in his conduct, to the mighty workings of heavenly grace. Unworthy as he is of God’s favour, he does find a well-spring of comfort established in his soul; comfort at all times, especially in the hour of tribulation; either he is provided with the means of deliverance, or the tribulation itself is converted into a blessing. He is also made in many ways, the instrument of benefit to others, to his family or friends; and every door of usefulness that is opened to him, he gratefully acknowledges to be opened of the Lord. In all the good he receives or does, and all the evil he escapes or prevents, he traces the power and mercy of his God; “not unto me, O Lord, not unto me, but unto Thy name be the glory and the praise.” Thus he imitates the conduct of the Psalmist, recorded in the text; “I will give thanks unto the Lord with my whole heart:” it is not a formal service, not a partial tribute, not a reluctant offering: all the powers of his understanding and all the affections of his soul are employed in magnifying the majesty and loving-kindness of the “author and giver of every good gift.”
And the grateful Christian imitates the Psalmist yet farther; he does not hide the sense of God’s goodness within his own bosom; nor confine the mention of it to the narrow boundary of his closet; but declares it openly as opportunity serves; first of all “in the assembly of the upright,” or, according to the better version of the Prayer Book, “secretly among the faithful;” in the company of his family and his religious friends. When he has experienced or observed the peculiar mercies of his almighty and merciful Father, he delights to speak of them; though with humility, yet with fervour and joy. Such is the natural disposition of man, when he feels deeply the obligation of benefits conferred: if an earthly friend has enriched or favoured him, he thankfully makes mention of the kindness: and shall he do less for the abundant, the infinite goodness of his God? Shall he not rejoice to proclaim it in the very overflowing of his heart?