"This is not love," said the girl in white.
"But cannot we go on, meeting one another, loving one another, without any great scandal or misery? Could we not"--
"That," interrupted Miss Smith, "would be unspeakably horrible."
"This is a dreadful conversation to me. Life is so intricate, such a web of subtle strands binds us this way and that. I cannot tell what is right. You must consider"--
"There is no manliness," said Aubrey Vair, with a sudden glow of moral exaltation, "in doing wrong. My love"--
"We could at least die together, dearest," she said.
"Good Lord!" said Aubrey Vair. "I mean--consider my wife."
"There is a flavour--of cowardice, of desertion, about suicide," said Aubrey Vair. "Frankly, I have the English prejudice, and do not like any kind of running away."
Miss Smith smiled very faintly. "I see clearly now what I did not see. My love and yours are very different things."
"Possibly it is a sexual difference," said Aubrey Vair; and then, feeling the remark inadequate, he relapsed into silence.
They sat for some time without a word. The two lights in Reigate below multiplied to a score of bright points, and, above, one star had become visible. She began laughing, an almost noiseless, hysterical laugh that jarred unaccountably upon Aubrey Vair.
Presently she stood up. "They will wonder where I am," she said. "I think I must be going."
He followed her to the road. "Then this is the end?" he said, with a curious mixture of relief and poignant regret.
"Yes, this is the end," she answered, and turned away.
There straightway dropped into the soul of Aubrey Vair a sense of infinite loss. It was an altogether new sensation. She was perhaps twenty yards away, when he groaned aloud with the weight of it, and suddenly began running after her with his arms extended.
"Annie," he cried,--"Annie! I have been talking _rot_. Annie, now I know I love you! I cannot spare you. This must not be. I did not understand."
"Oh, stop, Annie!" he cried, with a breaking voice, and there were tears on his face.
She turned upon him suddenly, and his arms fell by his side. His expression changed at the sight of her pale face.
"You do not understand," she said. "I have said good-bye."
She looked at him; he was evidently greatly distressed, a little out of breath, and he had just stopped blubbering. His contemptible quality reached the pathetic. She came up close to him, and, taking his damp Byronic visage between her hands, she kissed him again and again. "Good-bye, little man that I loved," she said; "and good-bye to this folly of love."